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Makubex told me that she has been receiving compliments from people that she's looks younger than her age.
I told her: Lasapin ang moment na napagkakamalang bata.
(Savor the moment when people thought you're younger than your age) ^^;;
Ever since I have worked, people thought I was 24.
gyah~ I'm just 21. I will only turn 22 next month.
One officemate remarked "talaga, 21 ka lang?" then he laughs thinking I was cloaking my age.
Another evidence that I have matured physically was one of my recent applicants have met me in college
and commented I have aged. -shows anguish-
Super nag-mature raw. Wtf!

Some ladies here were raving about Olay.
The tvc (tv commercial) and their promotions (exchange your current mositurizer to receive Olay)
can really entice one to buy/try.
Actually, I was planning to buy Olay but heck! it costs around 600php.
The price for beauty is expensive. >.< AND! maintenance, my dear.
I don't have the money to buy vanity products to add to my budget.
By biological means, environment, etc. we'll age.
And for compensation, I manage what I eat. Yes! Diet! -lol-
It's not really 'diet'. I still eat what I like, only that I control the servings.
I remind myself not to take too much sugar. Diabetes runs in our family.

Sometimes it's hard not to binge on food due to pressure from work.
But I tell myself, I can eat but I should not let my weight add up.
Being overweight/not happy with the way you look, can increase one's depression/pressure in life.
And once you got in the mud of being depressed and pressured, it's so sticky that you thought there's no way out.
Yikes!

That's why it's important that we should look after the things we have before we started to work/got a new career.
Never let anything/anyone for granted.
I, sometimes, feel guilty, when I don't tell my parents sone stories what's happening at work,
or when my brothers and I don't
go out anymore or when I'm too sleepy and my *cub* would call me up for a talk and I'd be irritated because
I want to rest.

It is important that you have an outlet for the emotions/thoughts you have everyday.
It can be music, watching tv or like what I do, I blog! *hugs blogspot*

Vincent the Killer

Makubex applied at our company.
She was accompanied by someone whom I'm going to call as Vincent the (hired) killer. -lol-
Well, I'm glad to see my friend with a new guy.
So far, the guy passed the initial screening. (Audition? -lol-)
He established rapport with me.
Vincent, Makubex, Monix and I went out for lunch.
During lunch, we have watched news regarding on the hostage of some children on-board a bus.
The latest news I received is that the hostage taker would surrender by 7pm.
Please keep the kids safe.
Back to Vincent, he said that he have cosplayed the 'black/cursed Sasuke' during the Hero con.
Makubex and I were there but we didn't see him!
Anyway, looking at him, I asked him if he knows Bleach and his eyes can try to cosplay Gin Ichimaru.
He said he's fine with the idea. Cool,huh?
Beforehand, Makubex informed me that he is like Vincent.
The eyes are. Hired killer talaga. -lol-
I wish he would be fairer so that he'd look more like Gin.
However, what's the use of make-up and my kikay skills, eh? ^^
I wish Makubex would finally be able to heal emotionally and mentally from her prev relationship.
I wish Vincent is serious about my friend and would take good care of her.
Good luck to the two of them.
Kita-kits sa Ozine! =)

Under Surveillance

Yesterday, my company went out for an outing.
I felt sad at times.
Y'know the feeling you may have people around you yet you feel detached to them?
That's what I felt.
Actually, common comments on me was 'may sariling mundo' in the office.
I have this little intuition that there were some people talking about me behind my back.
Maybe because I am changing my persona. I'm the 'silent nagi' they knew before.
I'm now the type who answers them back and lets out an expression of 'leche' or 'p..' when pissed.
-sigh- I know, I know. I look rude. But I think it's just that I'm really showing of who I am.
This is not to say that ~"plastic" ako. I mean have you noticed in yourself that you get irritated easily by people whom
you know than those you don't?
Take this scene example when you're just new, people would forgive your tardiness in group outings.
"Okay lang yun" they would say.
Yet when you get closer to that group and the next time you're late, they'll tease you about it or even remarked,
"Ano ba yan? Bakit ka late?"
I think I'm in that stage.
-sigh- But I know in the future my tiny rude doings might get me in trouble. >.<
So, I'm going to revert some of the 'silent nagi' persona.

I'm under surveillance in our company lately.
Sukebe Mojacko (that's what people call him around the office) is eyeing on me that I'll be kicked out.
The news was leaked to me by Bebot.
The reason I'm his target? It's because of the Reception incident.
He's making a big deal out of it.
I swear I asked the untimely visitor very nicely who she is. I was afraid she was a robber.
I mean that's lunch time and our office is closed. How the hell did she get in.
Well, he claims the girl is insulted.
Insulted? Wtf! I told her I'm sorry.
Call me biased, biatch or something. But c'mon that girl isn't a manager or have reached the supervisory level.
I don't need to act as if I'll clean her shoes.
hn.. she's just a high school grad. Sorry is enough between the two of us! And have said it sincerely.
-shrugs-

Going back, what I mean that I'm under surveillance is that every move I do with my PC is monitored.
Thankfully, Sukebe Mojacko is not an IT personnel! He does it manually. Y'know acting like he needs something to an officemate
behind my back just so he can have a chance to peek what I'm doing with my PC.

Sure, I'm a regular employee now.
But I'm still hoping that a nice company that would help me attain both financial and personal contentment would pirate me to work for them.
Oh, IBM! Please take me.
I have this plan to save some money starting this payday on the 30th.
I must save now for if any sudden change of heart of the company and Sukebe's ruling I'll be out then I can leave with my head up in the air
and smile because I was ready beforehand.

PS: Kira, where are you?

One Year After the Graduation

Today marks the graduation rite at DLSU-D.
I have a co-officemate which also came from DLSU-D.
We kinda reflected that it's been a year since we graduated.
We sang our Alma Mater song here in the office.
We laughed that before when were still in school, students would snob singing the Alma Mater song.
Yet when we graduated, we sing it proudly and it makes me miss school. >.<
aw.. I miss my blockmates. We had times wherein all of us are in 'tampuhan' mode
because of a team project that pushes everyone's patience.
'Minor na ala Major'
No matter what were the shortcomings, we would turn it into something good.
So good, we won awards! woo-hoo!
Then after that, bati na. -lol-
Awards lang pala.

But those critical moments in college really helps to prepare you when you start working.
However, it's not all hardships.
College also lets you enjoy life as it should be from kickbacks to parties/galas.
Because as what I have noticed in myself, MONEY's tough! Can't maintain the 'luho' anymore.
I don't have the time to go malling on weekdays.
After work, I go straight home and sleep. If I still have some energy, I surf the net/read a book.
Actually, even weekends, I feel like just sleeping all day.

Work is so much stressful. If not the accounts, it's the people!
Crab mentality.
tsk. and now, I'm getting more pissed off because the simple nokia 1600, brand new is not working properly.
I was doing my usual texting when it suddenly stopped sending messages.
>.<

Transition Process

Sorry to make y'all wait.
>.< I had a problem with Blogspot and that made me lazier to make my blog.
Anyway, I got it right due to some accident I clicked. =p
Hm.. I know you may see this site in chaos in the coming days.
I'm trying to grasp the codes again.
There's a problem with Mozilla. >.< augh!

I was supposed to move but heck, I decided not to.
But I'm planning to make another blog for some of my friends who are in the other host.
Oh yeah, as always... I'm busy. *cries*

It's been a year since I graduated and it's amazing how things are going.
I'm now a regular employee in my current company (which is my 1st, yep, still here!).
And yes, the usual financial constraints.
-laugh- I remember a certain motto:
You pay me minimum wage, I'll give you minimum effort.

And oh! I forgot to tell you, I was Makubex's mommy for a day.
Her mom can't attend the Bacalaurette mass and so I'm the proxy!
wee~
After the mass, we had some coffee at SM Dasma.
Mocha rocks as always. ^^
However, I'm concerned with my dear friend.
She's really down lately and I don't what I can do more to help and pull herself from
this stage of agony.
*hugs Makubex*