The Voice From the Past

I was having a tough time since Friday. I got colds and coughs too much.
Right now, I don't have my voice.
The doctor advised me not to drink cold water (which I've been doing since I got this cold) and avoid any sweets (which sadly I have not taken any even before my colds).
We had an event last Saturday and that requires me to work. I still went on with it.
It was hard to interact with people. Yet I enjoyed meeting the organizers. It just sucks that I don't have my voice. waah~
I didn't go to work today. I've been trying to rest since yesterday.
This is the 2nd time I got sick since I started working.
However, my mind goes off to the deadlines I should meet, the clients I need to serve and all those stuff. Making it really hard to just lie down and relax since I'm thinking what am I going to do.
Somehow, there's this wishful thinking that I don't want to recover yet.
I want to rest. A complete peaceful rest.
No, not death. XD

Just the freedom that you don't have any responsibility to answer your ass to.
But we all know that doesn't happen everyday!
ahaha.. and so I just need to keep my sunny disposition that all bad things will end.
Good things will come soon and I will learn something from all of this.