Friday seems the longest day.
This week has been trying to kill me or pushes me to do it somehow.
I was on the brink to let go of my work.
Too much pressure, I tell you.
It really pains me that I have not been productive as how I should be.
I've been doing my tasks yet the output is minimal.
There was a certain day that I just want to scream and throw things just to let go of the fury in my system.
However, I tell myself, to project that fury into a positive energy rather than a negative stored energy.
I'm trying to keep myself together.
If I'm being grumpy lately, you have an idea why.
Pagpasensya nyo na lang ako.
PS: If you think Pinoy Bleach dubbing sucks, then don't watch it.
I don't get the logic why some people keep on commenting how bad the voices as if there will be no tomorrow, yet they still continue watching it.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
Great teachers makes Great sacrifices.
I was watching Gokusen and Yankumi-sensei sacrifices her career as a teacher just so her students can graduate.
Great teachers makes great sacrifices.
I remember reading a certain professor Liviu Librescu at Virginia Tech.
It's sad to know about the shoot-out at Virginia Tech.
Even if I was never involved by the people who were killed,
I felt deep sadness and get goosebumps too while reading
the tragedy as well as the profiles of those who were killed.
One of the thing that caught me was about Prof. Liviu Librescu.
He blocked the door with his body, asked his students to leave, while the gunman tries to enter.
The gunman even shot through the door.
The professor was a Holocaust survivor and what got me is that the day this happened
was the day was supposed to be an anniversary related to the Holocaust.
Most importantly, he gave up his life for his students.
It's really sad that first few profiles of the victims(some students) I read were not just 'regular students'.
Those students excelled in their field and got leadership skills.
Those people so young yet got lots of potentials.
The murderer according from reports rants about rich kids and probably stuff that may have irritated him/who bullied him.
He wanted to do revenge yet the people he killed, as far as I know, may not even be his real targets, I mean
the people he rants about/picked on him.
To the victims of VT, may you rest in peace.
Timely, it was also around this week when my former HS teacher left earth.
I will never forget when she visited me a week after my bday.
Then the next week, she had a heart attack.
She was confined in PGH then on a Friday, she went to rest.
I received the news through a text at around 3pm from my mom and I was commuting at that time.
It was surreal. It was like how will be the rest of us will be now that she's gone.
So as to refresh and lift our souls from these sad stories,
My mom and I will go to the Spa tomorrow.
I'm planning to color my hair. But it's certain I'll have a manicure-pedicure. While my mom would like to
try foot spa.
Uhm.. for the pics of my new hair do, I'll try to post. I'm still kinda embarrased. Sowee~ XD
Great teachers makes great sacrifices.
I remember reading a certain professor Liviu Librescu at Virginia Tech.
It's sad to know about the shoot-out at Virginia Tech.
Even if I was never involved by the people who were killed,
I felt deep sadness and get goosebumps too while reading
the tragedy as well as the profiles of those who were killed.
One of the thing that caught me was about Prof. Liviu Librescu.
He blocked the door with his body, asked his students to leave, while the gunman tries to enter.
The gunman even shot through the door.
The professor was a Holocaust survivor and what got me is that the day this happened
was the day was supposed to be an anniversary related to the Holocaust.
Most importantly, he gave up his life for his students.
It's really sad that first few profiles of the victims(some students) I read were not just 'regular students'.
Those students excelled in their field and got leadership skills.
Those people so young yet got lots of potentials.
The murderer according from reports rants about rich kids and probably stuff that may have irritated him/who bullied him.
He wanted to do revenge yet the people he killed, as far as I know, may not even be his real targets, I mean
the people he rants about/picked on him.
To the victims of VT, may you rest in peace.
Timely, it was also around this week when my former HS teacher left earth.
I will never forget when she visited me a week after my bday.
Then the next week, she had a heart attack.
She was confined in PGH then on a Friday, she went to rest.
I received the news through a text at around 3pm from my mom and I was commuting at that time.
It was surreal. It was like how will be the rest of us will be now that she's gone.
So as to refresh and lift our souls from these sad stories,
My mom and I will go to the Spa tomorrow.
I'm planning to color my hair. But it's certain I'll have a manicure-pedicure. While my mom would like to
try foot spa.
Uhm.. for the pics of my new hair do, I'll try to post. I'm still kinda embarrased. Sowee~ XD
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I'm Going to be A Super Model
Yesterday, I was so excited.
I just been offered to be a model for a make-up make-over for Yves Saint-Laurent. ^_^
A make-up artist from Paris would be coming over here for that project.
-laughs- I'm thinking also to keep a low profile about this.
Don't ask me how, when, what-details.
I want everyone to be surprised when you passed one day at YSL's corner and you see a familiar face:
"ui! si Nagi!" <3
About work: yes, my dear. I'm having a tough time.
That's why the rest of you can't even see me on-line thru YM.
I just manage to get some snippet of my time to type this entry and want the whole world to know:
I need your help to get me Accouting Specialists, Sr. Technical Analysts, Data Developers, Programmers and HR specialists. (min. of 1-2 years work experience)
Now, give it to me. XD
I saw a news at Yahoo! regarding a shoot-out at Virginia Tech.
I read the details at Wiki.
I noticed that there have been a history in the US where there would be shoot-outs at the campus.
Correct me if I'm wrong, it was not long ago when I read a news before about a certain shootout also in the US.
Even though it was in different places, the interval for a shoot-out seems so short.
I don't like to think that there would be an incident here in the Philippines.
However, mahilig naman tayo sa mga riot.
I just been offered to be a model for a make-up make-over for Yves Saint-Laurent. ^_^
A make-up artist from Paris would be coming over here for that project.
-laughs- I'm thinking also to keep a low profile about this.
Don't ask me how, when, what-details.
I want everyone to be surprised when you passed one day at YSL's corner and you see a familiar face:
"ui! si Nagi!" <3
About work: yes, my dear. I'm having a tough time.
That's why the rest of you can't even see me on-line thru YM.
I just manage to get some snippet of my time to type this entry and want the whole world to know:
I need your help to get me Accouting Specialists, Sr. Technical Analysts, Data Developers, Programmers and HR specialists. (min. of 1-2 years work experience)
Now, give it to me. XD
I saw a news at Yahoo! regarding a shoot-out at Virginia Tech.
I read the details at Wiki.
I noticed that there have been a history in the US where there would be shoot-outs at the campus.
Correct me if I'm wrong, it was not long ago when I read a news before about a certain shootout also in the US.
Even though it was in different places, the interval for a shoot-out seems so short.
I don't like to think that there would be an incident here in the Philippines.
However, mahilig naman tayo sa mga riot.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
What's Love? Got to do.. Got to do it
I'm so pressured lately.
I haven't filled up the positions our company urgently needs right now.
I even bravely went to our Business Devt officer to voice out my frustration
and asked what can I do.
The fact is: It is my job to fill those by hook or by crook. >.<
I'm having constipation. Somatic disorder ba ito!
To be in love and be loved back by that person is one of the greatest feelings ever.
However not all relationships ends in good terms.
I was a witness yesterday when one of my closest friends were having War of the Words
with her ex.
I was their middleman.
Her ex said thank you to me since admist the war: You are the most mild-mannered among her friends.
Unless you want to give me a death threat.
I told him thank you and death threats are not my style but I am upset by how things are going on for the 2 of them.
I was surprised how that guy talks to my friend (when he relays message to me for my friend).
It's as if he's a different person.
-deep sigh-
Nakakalungkot.
I want to help my friend yet some things/some people add up to the war.
TO us supporters, I know we can do lots of things. This goes to everyone.
We can txt the guy/girl. We can email his/her friends and tell them to stop.
We can start a new war. We can do something scary. We can give counselling.
But you know what?
At the end of the day, it is THEM who will solve this problem.
We can only give suggestions but it is THEM who will plan and even take actions.
Don't get involved too much.
The problem is all of us think that what we are doing is right.
ANIME or NoN-ANIME LOVE <3
Guys, regardless you like anime or not, as long as you love my friend and she loves you back,
then it's alright.
I don't get why it should be a big deal with you guys what I will say or have said.
Wag nga kayo mag-drama or gamitin kameng grupo ng mga nuknukan ng ganda as a reason para di nyo ligawan mga kaibigan namin.
Ika nga sa isang ad: Got the balls for it?
I haven't filled up the positions our company urgently needs right now.
I even bravely went to our Business Devt officer to voice out my frustration
and asked what can I do.
The fact is: It is my job to fill those by hook or by crook. >.<
I'm having constipation. Somatic disorder ba ito!
To be in love and be loved back by that person is one of the greatest feelings ever.
However not all relationships ends in good terms.
I was a witness yesterday when one of my closest friends were having War of the Words
with her ex.
I was their middleman.
Her ex said thank you to me since admist the war: You are the most mild-mannered among her friends.
Unless you want to give me a death threat.
I told him thank you and death threats are not my style but I am upset by how things are going on for the 2 of them.
I was surprised how that guy talks to my friend (when he relays message to me for my friend).
It's as if he's a different person.
-deep sigh-
Nakakalungkot.
I want to help my friend yet some things/some people add up to the war.
TO us supporters, I know we can do lots of things. This goes to everyone.
We can txt the guy/girl. We can email his/her friends and tell them to stop.
We can start a new war. We can do something scary. We can give counselling.
But you know what?
At the end of the day, it is THEM who will solve this problem.
We can only give suggestions but it is THEM who will plan and even take actions.
Don't get involved too much.
The problem is all of us think that what we are doing is right.
ANIME or NoN-ANIME LOVE <3
Guys, regardless you like anime or not, as long as you love my friend and she loves you back,
then it's alright.
I don't get why it should be a big deal with you guys what I will say or have said.
Wag nga kayo mag-drama or gamitin kameng grupo ng mga nuknukan ng ganda as a reason para di nyo ligawan mga kaibigan namin.
Ika nga sa isang ad: Got the balls for it?
Monday, April 9, 2007
Hair Styling With The Devil
Yesterday, I went to my fave salon to update my hair style.
Normally, I don't mind if I get passed from one stylist to the other.
But what I got is someone who's from hell during the lent season, I suppose.
I got intimated by this deranged hair stylist.
I asked politely if he can do this style I saw in their catalog.
Then I got a lengthy and loud sermon about hair.
Yep, the whole salon can hear it.
He even exclaimed, "Beautician ako, hindi magician"
WTF! Gays only say that to a hopeless gal.
I'm a sensitive person and I wanted to cry while at the chair.
That's the first time I received such treatment in that salon.
All I wanted was to update my 'do. I asked politely and I'm not hard-headed when it comes to hair styling.
Is it too much to ask from a girl who has a waist length wavy locks?
I guess it was too much for that stylist of such caliber.
I reasoned out to him, still in a polite way, maybe we can arrive at a compromise on what I like and what suits me.
Yet he still bangs me with these statements that strips your pride and right to be pampered in a salon.
He acts like a mother. No logical reason. Simply because she said so.
Those are the types wherein you'd just listen to what they are saying and thinks that if you go against them,
it would come back four-folds. >.<
The result was my longest length of strand was as far as my bra line and he gave me this Audrey Hepburn bangs.
After that hellish experience with that stylist, everyone was commenting the hair looks good on me-blahs.
Man, it may look good on me but I don't feel good about it.
I can take those gay comment-slash-stabbing if it meant that I get a hair that looks good on me and I would be satisfied.
But I don't like how the hair looks. Regardless of what I have experienced, I'm not really convinced that such style suits me.
*anguish*
Anyway, lesson learned.
Thankfully, I got the name of the former stylist I had in that same salon before this person.
I also got the name of the person who gave me this current style.
So I'll just book the former.
Though I think it would take some time before I decide to style my hair again.
If someone would suggest I should just find a new salon, well, I already have a new target. However their cuts are too price-y.
For now, I want my length back.
Normally, I don't mind if I get passed from one stylist to the other.
But what I got is someone who's from hell during the lent season, I suppose.
I got intimated by this deranged hair stylist.
I asked politely if he can do this style I saw in their catalog.
Then I got a lengthy and loud sermon about hair.
Yep, the whole salon can hear it.
He even exclaimed, "Beautician ako, hindi magician"
WTF! Gays only say that to a hopeless gal.
I'm a sensitive person and I wanted to cry while at the chair.
That's the first time I received such treatment in that salon.
All I wanted was to update my 'do. I asked politely and I'm not hard-headed when it comes to hair styling.
Is it too much to ask from a girl who has a waist length wavy locks?
I guess it was too much for that stylist of such caliber.
I reasoned out to him, still in a polite way, maybe we can arrive at a compromise on what I like and what suits me.
Yet he still bangs me with these statements that strips your pride and right to be pampered in a salon.
He acts like a mother. No logical reason. Simply because she said so.
Those are the types wherein you'd just listen to what they are saying and thinks that if you go against them,
it would come back four-folds. >.<
The result was my longest length of strand was as far as my bra line and he gave me this Audrey Hepburn bangs.
After that hellish experience with that stylist, everyone was commenting the hair looks good on me-blahs.
Man, it may look good on me but I don't feel good about it.
I can take those gay comment-slash-stabbing if it meant that I get a hair that looks good on me and I would be satisfied.
But I don't like how the hair looks. Regardless of what I have experienced, I'm not really convinced that such style suits me.
*anguish*
Anyway, lesson learned.
Thankfully, I got the name of the former stylist I had in that same salon before this person.
I also got the name of the person who gave me this current style.
So I'll just book the former.
Though I think it would take some time before I decide to style my hair again.
If someone would suggest I should just find a new salon, well, I already have a new target. However their cuts are too price-y.
For now, I want my length back.
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
The Birthday Girl
It's my bday. ^^ Turned one year older.
I'm currently at work and will celebrate it here.
My mom and brother will bring the food this afternoon.
Hm.. I wonder if my mom would give me a gift. Something surprising.
An N93i or N95. XD
Yeah right.
My wish for this year is I can survive the challenges here in our office and if ever I get the chance to work for another company, it would have better compensation package that I can indulge to pay for my Master's course (I want to take my master's this year! No school yet), give a larger sum to my family and buy stuff because I just want to. -lol-
I'm currently at work and will celebrate it here.
My mom and brother will bring the food this afternoon.
Hm.. I wonder if my mom would give me a gift. Something surprising.
An N93i or N95. XD
Yeah right.
My wish for this year is I can survive the challenges here in our office and if ever I get the chance to work for another company, it would have better compensation package that I can indulge to pay for my Master's course (I want to take my master's this year! No school yet), give a larger sum to my family and buy stuff because I just want to. -lol-
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